in love

married

an artist

a friend

a sister

a daughter

a daughter-in-law

shy

an introvert

dorky

silly

cool

may 05

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nothing in june 06

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current

s u b t l e p u n k r o c k

for the tradeshow i thought it would make sense to dye my highlights a more natural color, so i ended up going with a temporary red. it was cool the first day, but by the time the show rolled around, it was kind of an odd, faded pinkish orange. i should have stuck with the colors i really like. a mix of flamingo pink and purple, but these days, leaning more towards the purple. fun.

i went to the gym after work for my second to last training session and almost died, again. my trainer probably thinks i'm the biggest wimp in the world, because i'm almost always almost passing out. how embarassing. he also said it probably doesn't help that i didn't exercise last week. i didn't bother mentioning the bad diet, booze, and too little sleep. but that's how we roll.

jeff called me at about 4:45am this morning from korea (ah, ah...does anybody get that joke? maybe bryan would). he sounded tired, and i WAS tired. *sigh* just a few more days.

i was talking to my mom about how i was going home to an empty house to hang out all by my lonesome, when she asked if my friends were going to play with me this week. fortunately, my friends usually do play with me while jeff is away. in fact, just as i was about to sit down and write this, len called to see if he could hang with me tomorrow. and then i'll probably be seeing some other friends this week, too. the week alone will go by fast. it always does.

it would just be nicer to have my warm somebody to fall asleep next to at night.

well, i guess i should cook myself some dinner. chicken with mole sauce on cous cous, i think. courtesy of trader joes. yum.

camilles (7:06pm 11.06.06)

n o g l a m o u r

i am not feeling very beautiful today. actually, i haven't been feeling very beautiful for the past week, thanks to the manly shirt and boxy shoes i wore during long hours every day. my two big toes have that numb, prickly feeling you get when your foot falls asleep, and they've been like that since friday. nerve damage, perhaps? :)

it was a rough week, my friends. standing all day in a convention center full of dudes and cars really takes a lot out of you. i slept about 12 hours friday night. after i dropped jeff off at the airport this morning, i came home and slept a few more hours.

not that i really have anywhere to be right now, but i really should wash this magenta out of my hair and go to the grocery store and maybe start working on christmas presents for my peeps. but sitting here on my rear sure feels good.

a girl needs that every now and then. a day to just do whatever she wants. and not feel guilty about it.

hooray weekends.

camilles (12:44pm 11.05.06)